This afternoon I fell down the rabbit hole of my entries for this year and… like 7/10 entries were about anxiety, exhaustion, frustration, etc. I am STUNNED that I felt that way for so long. I feel SO MUCH BETTER now; the contrast is profound.
Not to mention, oh what a delight I must have been to read! So much angst.
Well anyway. This year of being 40, of the new year (in Jewish new year terms) is already very different. I can’t believe I wasted so much time feeling so shitty. Once again, I give thanks to better living through chemistry, for Wendy, and for you guys for sharing your insight and encouragement. Holy moly!
Ever onward, ever upward. Ad astra per aspera!